Well, we leave Thursday for Vegas and I have to say the panic has been less and less as the day apporaches. (For those of you who don't know, I have developed a fear of flying since Allie was born....) I think it has something to do with the fact that as the day (d-day) draws closer, I have been living more and more like it's my last day. Don't get me wrong, I haven't gone out and done anything stupid, but I have just truly been doing the things I want to do and savoring every moment. I am at such peace right now, it's bliss.
IF I survive this trip, and I'm sure I will, sort of sure...., I am going to try and take the things I have experienced in the last few days and apply them for always. It's crazy, this stupid fear of flying may have actually brought me something that I desperately needed, clarity and appreciation for where I'm at right now. This moment. Beautiful.
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You are wonderful! A glass of wine and a valium will make everything seem better. Now get to Vegas and go win big!!
Beautiful thought.... and beautiful new picture at the top of the blog!!
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